I have officially been through my first "make me or break me" trials in my Christian walk. And I came out VICTORIOUS! Hallelujah!
This walk is not an easy one, but I will tell you what.. it's the only walk I EVER want to walk! I learned that you really do have to
I got my breakthrough today!
And all it took was some one-on-one time with my Heavenly Father! Imagine that! ha.
I realized today that it was my fault I was struggling so bad. I guess I knew all along it was but I didn't want to admit it. I kept blaming God for leaving me, but He was there all along. He never left me. Looking back I can see that. I wouldn't have made it as long as I have if He would've left me. I would've given up. But He was with me :)
THANK YOU LORD FOR STAYING WITH ME AND HAVING PATIENCE DURING MY TIME OF IGNORANCE!!
Now that my joy is back, I should be writing more often. After all, this blog is all about joy, is it not?
I just wanna shout from the roof tops again! I feel that new convert joy coming back!
IT'S JOY UNSPEAKABLE AND FULL OF GLORY!
"And I will shake all nations, and the desire of all nations shall come: and I will fill this house with glory, saith the Lord of hosts."