Wednesday, March 21, 2012

A Rekindled Fire

..Set a fire down in my soul, that I can't contain, that I can't control, cause I want more of You Jesus, I want more of You Jesus..

My savior is SOOOO amazing!! He rekindled a fire in me tonight that has been out for ENTIRELY too long! It is such a great thing to know that no matter how far we try to run from God, He is right there pulling us back in and loving us through it all.

All I want is to be in His will. I want to fulfill the call He placed on my life about 2 years ago.. I want to be so full of Him that nothing can stop me and everyone sees Him inside me!

His JOY is finally taking over me again!!

And ohhh it feels SO amazingggg! :)

Friday, March 2, 2012


I have never had so many emotions flooding my mind at one time..

Happy. Sad. Lost. Found. Confused. Peace.

In this life we live there will many trials and struggles. Though we can't see what God can see, we have to trust in Him. It's in our weakest moment God makes us strong. It's at our lowest point, He lifts us up.

I don't why I'm going through this battle. I know God put me here for a reason, but it hurts so unbelieveably BAD. I thought it would be easy to follow God's will, but sometimes it gets so hard. The pain and hurt. But it's through this time that I will draw closer to Him. I know that. I just have to keep my head up.

There's a brighter day coming!!!

Psalms 30:5 "For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning."